Hey!! Haven't been blogging, but....

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!
aka

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JESUS!! ♥♥♥♥♥♥
thank you for being my listening ear, 
no matter how far, how late, how irritating i am. :")
i love you ♥.

How has it been for y'all? :) Mine was just like any other day, but I don't hate it anyways. :)

Received a few gifts, not bad. Better than last year!

Went shopping w mom and sis yesterday. Spent A LOT. ;\ Bought my new school bag, shoes and etc alr!! ^^.
wahahah ok bye :)

one after another.

SIGH. Can such things just stop happening!? Even if it were to happen, not continuously please...I'm so sick and

feign ignorance.

Things have gotten worse, nothing's going well this holiday.

Arguments, falling out, hatred, it's all over now.

I'm feeling much more relaxed.

Why do people assume? Why can't they just NOT assume when they haven't got the truth out yet?

I sure am a douchebag yeah? Haha, always the one scolding vulgarities. Always the one starting the quarrels, arguments and disagreements. Always the one being evil, mean. Always the one that don't remember things well. Always the one that is getting the "bad person" role. It's fine. I let it all go. But when my best friend sides with something else, what does that prove? There's no trust. So, how am I supposed to deal with this? Close one eye? Or ask her personally? I'm in a lost state rn. Not that I'm feeling super good about losing a close friend since yesterday, but how does that prove friendships really last? I'm being called ridiculous, crazy, unreasonable, damn vulgar and all sorts of other shit that I can't think of. Why? WHY? Why don't you guys put yourselves in my /FREAKING/ shoes before you even say anything in this argument when you aren't relevant. Don't even start on what a "GOOD" friend you are. Look, for this past year, I have cried, ranted, felt sad and frustration too many times that it's just fine after I wake up the next day, it's just like a daily routine. But in this number of times that I have been feeling those ways, how many times have you comforted me? How many times have you asked me what's wrong or even gave some concern? Not just that, I'm alwaaaaaaaaaaaays, always the one that has something going on in this "clique", so called. I don't even believe in any of them any more, maybe only 1. ONE. It's better than nothing. And to that you, thank you. :')

As to the rest of our so called "clique", thanks for the wonderful memories. For being crazy, stupid and retarded together. It meant a lot. Until this happened. I'm still wondering who my true friends are. I don't see the point in having many close friends, really. Cause some will still leave you after some time. And how thick skin can it get, when someone said they took all your bullshit, were there for you, when no one else was. When they weren't? Ha, funny how life can get. Please, think back, and see who the hell was the one that was there for you when no one else cared. Who was the one that asked you "What happened?", who was the one that called you up to make sure you were okay? I'll leave the answering to you. Back to the clique part, you, that particular you in this group of us, always siding here and there, being a 2 faced when you don't even realise. You, are the one that backstabs every single one, it's ok, backstabbing is totally O K A Y. Because everyone does that. But you act really close to any one of us when you leave another. It's really irritating. I don't think I'm making sense, so let's just skip it. I've had enough of ALL these crap and arguments. I'm so sick and tired of this. I'm not even lying. Sometimes I feel like dying, no one realises. I'm always dying inside, even when I show it, no one really bothers. LOL, what a joke. Never mind! It's fine. I'm sarah peh, the happy-go-lucky one. Let's end this misery and just stop being friends okay? :D And right, if you haven't realised, you proved that you aren't that bff I know anymore. So, it's over yeah? It's better for you and me, so I don't have to keep doubting my trust for you as a best friend. Ha.

Let's hope next year will be a better year for everyone.

xo.

friend

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noun

1.

a person attached to another by feelings of affection orpersonal regard.

2.

a person who gives assistance; patron; supporter: friends ofthe Boston Symphony.

3.

a person who is on good terms with another; a person who isnot hostile: Who goes there? Friend or foe?

4.

a member of the same nation, party, etc.

5.

( initial capital letter ) a member of the Religious Society ofFriends; a Quaker.

I don't understand what it means any more, even after checking the dictionary. Nope.

We'll just be acquaintances after this.

Apologies.

Sorry for being hotheaded all the time.
Sorry for being an asshole.
Sorry for blaming yall when it's my fault.
Sorry for being the one that's always arguing.
Sorry for hating.
Sorry for existing.
Sorry for disappointing any of you.
Sorry for not being a good friend.
Sorry for always showing bullshit.
Sorry for being vulgar.
Sorry for not remembering one's birthday.
Sorry for not going to dinner.
Sorry for always scolding y'all.
Sorry for being a god damn bitch.
Bye.

Bad person.

I'm always the one acting at the bad person. Ha ha ha.

I'm already super apologetic. You didn't have to make it worse.

Stands.

Do you know why others feel left out and you don't?

It's simple. Because you make others left out while you make yourself comfortable. That's not very nice.

I mean that's what mostly happens to most of /us/.

I swear I am sick of these bullshit. What rights have you got to get angry at me for such a small thing? Seriously? Omg. Not like I am hanging out w someone else then purposely don't go with y'all what. I'm not in the mood to.

Please go and understand my situation before you even conclude and get pissed off anyhow. I don't care if you're angry at all tbh, b/c this is just wasting my mental strength on feeling angry at you instead of doing better and much more meaningful stuff. This should cut an end. Be thankful I don't want this f/s to be affected and all. Don't call others petty when you are too.

Hey, I miss you.

HEY HO. :)

Met up w Kellyn ahsoh today to go see homin @ the airport!! :) it wasn't as crowded as mblaq, 2pm and miss A's arrival rofl. ALL I TOOK WERE BLUR PICTURES -___- AHHHHHHH so angst. :(

Went to have our lunch aftermath and i was really starving LOL. then we headed to city hall! Had starbucks ;) hehehe. It was raining!!! :D hehehe love the rain :) but hate how it disrupts my journey home ;\.

Then headed to breadtalk for some bread and had a hard time trying to find mineral water that didn't cost too much HAHAHA. walked around and then headed home!! :) it was fun today~~~ hehe. I'm just blogging crap rn b/c i have nothing to blog about :( nothing interesting have been happening at all!!!! THIS HOLIDAY IS SO FREAKING BORING!!! UGHHHHH. AND WITHOUT MY EZLINK CARD, I AM FEELING RELUCTANT ABOUT TRAVELLING ANYWHERE. STUPID EZLINK. WHERE FORE ART THOU, I MISSED YOU SO. I miss you by miley cyrus's kinda nice? :) even tho it's an old song... :p

Sha-la-la-la-la, sha-la-la-la-la
You used to call me your angel
Said I was sent straight down from heaven
You'd hold me close in your arms

I loved the way you felt so strong
I never wanted you to leave
I wanted you to stay here holding me

[CHORUS:]
I miss you
I miss your smile
And I still shed a tear
Every once in a while
And even though it's different now
You're still here somehow
My heart won't let you go
And I need you to know
I miss you, sha la la la la
I miss you

You used to call me your dreamer
And now I'm living out my dream
Oh how I wish you could see
Everything that's happening for me
I'm thinking back on the past
It's true that time is flying by too fast

[CHORUS]

I know you're in a better place, yeah
But I wish that I could see your face, oh
I know you're where you need to be
Even though it's not here with me

[CHORUS x2]

(I miss you)

SO I AM CRAVING FOR THE FRIED RICE NEARBY MY HOUSE NOW. RIGHT NOW. I WANT IT NOW. THEY'RE GOING FOR A HOLIDAY FROM THE 4TH TILL THE 25TH T_T. THAT WOULD MEAN I CAN'T EAT THEIR FOOD FOR 21 DAYS, 3 WEEKS. O M G. totally hate it!!!!

well ok bye!!!! :)

Revamp.

Hey :)

Just revamped my blog, i think it looks nice now. :p

Anyway, got the news that there'll be no more work T_T.... and guess what, i only worked a day...scared i might not be able to get my well deserved $50 LOL. Sigh!!! Can't do many things now :(

Have been rotting @ home these days... I want seoul garden and sakae buffet :c.

Going to airport w ahsoh on sat to see homin!!!!!!! AAAAAAAASAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA! LOL. so, okay bye. :D hehehehehe.

I can be tough, I can be strong
But with you, it's not like that at all
There's a girl that gives a shit
Behind this wall, you just walk through it

And I remember all those crazy things you said
You left them running though my head
You're always there, you're everywhere
But right now I wish you were here

All those crazy things we did
Didn't think about it, just went with it
You're always there, you're everywhere
But right now I wish you were here

Damn, damn, damn
What I'd do to have you here, here, here
I wish you were here
Damn, damn, damn
What I'd do to have you near, near, near
I wish you were here

I love the way you are
It's who I am, don't have to try hard
We always say, say it like it is
And the truth is that I really miss

All those crazy things you said
You left them running though my head
You're always there, you're everywhere
But right now I wish you were here
[ From: http://www.elyrics.net/read/a/avril-lavigne-lyrics/wish-you-were-here-lyrics.html ]

All those crazy things we did
Didn't think about it, just went with it
You're always there, you're everywhere
But right now I wish you were here

Damn, damn, damn
What I'd do to have you here, here, here
I wish you were here
Damn, damn, damn
What I'd do to have you near, near, near
I wish you were here

No, I don't wanna let go, I just wanna let you know
That I never wanna let go, let go, oh, oh
No, I don't wanna let go, I just wanna let you know
That I never wanna let go, let go, let go, let go
Let go, let go, let go, let go, let go, let go
Let go, let go, let go

Damn, damn, damn
What I'd do to have you here, here, here
I wish you were here
Damn, damn, damn
What I'd do to have you near, near, near
I wish you were here

Damn, damn, damn
What I'd do to have you here, here, here
I wish you were here
Damn, damn, damn
What I'd do to have you near, near, near
I wish you were here

Just hate me. I am always the annoying one. Yeah I have sure been REALLY annoying these days and have been getting on your nerves right? Kill me lor. PUNCH ME. SLAP ME. I don't care anymore. I feel like running away so bad. Now I'm thinking of suicide, how it'll end all these shit. I AM SICK AND TIRED AND DISGUSTED BY HOW I GET SCOLDED WHEN IM NOT ENTIRELY AT FAULT. I hate this. lol not like anyone cares. I'm starting to feel that my life is more meaningless every single day....I don't know how to express how I feel by words anymore. I believe you like sis more. It's fine. Because you're my mom. It's really fine. I'll just sit at one corner and watch you pamper her. I suck. I am a spendthrift. I wonder why I wanted to work. Why isn't there work. I wanna tire myself. I wanna sleep. Why can't I sleep anymore. Why am I even alive. God, please stop making life sour. I believe I've had enough. It's been way too long.

That should be me.

When he told me that, my heart felt like it just got shot by a bullet. But I couldn't show it, if not it'd be obvious. Why are you doing this to me? Why am I even vexed over this? I thought I've stopped liking you already? WHAT ARE YOU DOING TO ME. Ugh. When you don't talk to me, I miss you. But when you talk to me, you always say things that disappoint me, each time. It's hard...it's really hard to like someone. It's impossible. You'll never be mine. Am I not good enough for you? Tell me. I feel desperate.

Haters gon' hate.

Hey vassup.

I'm still..jwwjwkwklqjwlqkqlqlqkqkmwebwkjqlanskabskwjejwhribeiwbeownhwjbdkckekebejkslajdlwjelajsaljajsljdkalajdla in a confused state. ;( really bored rn. Nothin' to do at home..

I'm too lazy to go catch up on things about kpop and all. OH YEAH. to you kpop haters, Y SO MUCH HATE?

You don't understand the songs, you don't have to hate. You find it irritating, fine. You don't have to hate either. Why don't you take some freaking effort to go and listen to it before criticising it? Seriously? It's just like hating on Bieber. It's ridiculous how we can hate on him w/o listening to his songs and all. -_- this is really annoying me. EWWWW KPOP. EWWWWWWW. HOW I WISH I COULD KILL ALL OF THEMMMM. I'd stab you first srsly. lol. "I'D RATHER DIE THAN LISTEN TO KPOP" you make sure you die when I play kpop songs. =) YOU DON'T HAVE TO INSULT THEM. they did nothing to you lol. Don't get how y'all judge even before you listen. Annoying much. But still, haters gon' hate!

i still can't forget..... ;\ why. why are you on my mind from day to night, 24/7? isn't it obvious enough for you to sense it actually?

Random post.

I think I'm the only few among my friends who have been single for the whole of my 14 years. I mean there's nothing wrong with that but sometimes I just feel jealous. Not sure for what reason but yeah.. It feels boring without a person in your life that you can love with all your heart other than my family & god. Well, have to accept it. I've definitely liked guys in my life but none of them knew at all. Ha ha.

I'm still waiting for that right guy ;)

And to that you,
Thank you for the wonderful memories. Talking to you for 1 year++++++++ has been really fun & enjoyable. You're a nice, considerate, caring, funny, cool, honest and a great guy. I believe. It's okay if you didn't remember what you said. As long as I remember, that's all that matters :) so, I've given up. Not gonna tell anyone who you are.

Hehe ok bye!

Things I'll do after getting my pay!

1. Get myself some shorts
2. Treat family to a meal
3. Get gifts for my girls ♥
4. Go for buffets :D hehe
5. Save the rest up even tho not much will be left lmfao.

On the bus rn, heading to Chinatown. Wasnt feeling comfortable at home & THEY were obviously ganging up on mr again. It's fine, immune alr.

Sis sucks. She didn't want to lend me her bag cause she ate my sweets and I scolded her so she poured out everything from her bag onto the bed but guess what? MY PHONE DROPPED ON THE FLOOR. I was seriously damn angry alr now she made it worse. You're gonna get it. Next time you get your phone, I'll drop it purposely. I don't care.

In every smile, there's a mask.

I really have no idea why I'm crying right now. I myself ain't sure either. How am i supposed to tell you the reason when I don't even know?

I'm definitely super famished now. At this time. Yes. 12am.

And why aren't you replying me. Worries plus disappointments. Too much for me to handle. Just hope that my dream isn't true. Stop giving me such dreams please. I want good dreams.

And now I believe that crying is a way to soften someone's heart and that's the time when some people takes the effort to want to know what you're thinking/sad about.

I dare you to move
I dare you to move
I dare you to lift yourself up off the floor.

and to my friends who have failed their S2E, dont give up! This isn't the end yet! The school gave you guys another chance. Treasure it! Even if your holidays are wasted, it is a chance for you to advance to sec 3! Be thankful for that chance & do your best & do me proud! :)

:(

Can't read what my heart is telling me anymore. myvaiwcyabtnrt.

Sigh have been really vexed b/c of this.

Anyways! Dyed my hair :) the colour isnt that obvious unless I'm under bright light. :p well, life has been good. Yesterday was my first day working! SUPER tiring but it was kinda fun b/c I was working w my friends :).

We packed beer, pasted stickers on cartons, made boxes, pasted stickers on the cans of beer. Yeah stuff like that. We packed a total of 10368 cans of beer which is 8 palettes of beer lol. The aunties there were really irritating -_- JUST SHUT UP.

Stayed over @ bff's house on mon and I lost my freaking ezlink ;( devastated. MY FACE ON THE CARD. I have no extra some more.....sobs :(

My hair looks kinda maroon in that pic but nah. It's supposed to be light brown sort of thing :o

Concert!

Hey! :)
2 days ago was the band and choir EOY concert! It was hella blast man. Seriously we rocked \m/ hehehe.

Okay so I did go out of tune for some ;\ sobs. But the concert was still good tho! Overwhelming responses :) took many pictures aftermath! Yay ^^ gonna miss the sec 3s :( that was their last concert.

I ♥ FSB!

Friends.

Don't tell me I haven't been nice ok. Just because I HIDE things from you? In the first place, tell me what I've hid. Roflmao. Please don't bullshit. Give me proof before you accuse me.

You always speak sarcasm. It's freaking annoying jsyk. Sarcasm aren't supposed to be used all the time. Oh btw, you're not funny n_n don't try so hard ok? Your jokes AREN'T funny at all. It's lame. I just didn't want to say it. I'm not backstabbing you or neither did I because I say things in front of you and not behind you.

By saying "can you shut up? I'm waiting for you to keep quiet because you keep talking and talking" or whatever, it hurts me ok? With that pathetic face of yours, it's worst. Worst still, SHE agreed. Not because you ask me to shut up or what but you could have gave me some face and not speak this way right? Adding a "IT'S A FACT WHAT!" made it worse. Go and die you both.

I regret asking YOU to join our clique because you, are changing my friends. And what? She has become an irritating ass like you. Taking out my things and hiding it randomly gets on my nerves jsyk. And stop being so rude when you talk to adults, seriously it's damn rude. "HELLO YOU LIKE THAT AH DKWMJDWNDKEBWJ *points index finger while talking*" THAT'S EXTREMELY RUDE. Seriously, go get some manners.

Don't tell me I'm not appreciating the things around me. Do you know me really SO well? NO YOU DON'T. Don't act like you can read my mind and know what's inside me. It's not the first time I'm getting crude comments from you ok. The day after my b'day, you said "BECAUSE NO ONE LIKES YOU MAH *giggles*" funny ah? IT ISN'T. it hurts ok? "oh no I forgot. Because your birthday over alr mah *giggles again*" THAT'S EVEN WORSE. because that would mean that I acted like my birthday was some big event that everyone had to give in to me or whatever. But no right? DID I? NO.

Screw you and your attitude.

You totally ruined my mood.
Bitch. You're the worst friend ever. Friends don't say things like that of each other. You both gossiped about me right in front of me, it hurts so bad. You should really know that whispering in front of someone is rude. Go think about what you've done and said. Don't say "WE DIDN'T EVEN DO ANYTHING?!" because you did. You just don't know that the thing you do hurt others. I believe this has reached my limits. Oh right, you guys were guilty because you went to admit it on your own ;) I didn't pinpoint at anyone LOLOLOLOL joke. Blocking me just shows you're a coward that can't accept facts. Don't say I'm tired of scolding. I will never get tired of scolding :) don't say I'm petty because this has gone on for a long time.

So what if I complain all the time? If you can't take my shit, don't be my friend. I don't need friends like you.

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Skipping that part, yesterday was the juniors' recital night! It was kind of boring LOL. had fun w biqun tho!! Thanks :DD. I LOVE YOU BQ!!!! HAHAHA. the dinner was good tho, the TARTS (y) hehehe ok bye-bye.

Ideal guy?

Sometimes my friends and I talk about ideal guys..but I just am not REALLY sure about what really is my ideal guy like. But I really like guys with dimples, honestly lolol. They look super cute!!!! Ok and I shall elaborate on my ideal type ;333

He should not be childish all the time, that gets on my nerves LOL can't stand guys that are super lame. Ok and...he should be caring, doesn't mind my rants, cute/sweet looking, double eyelids!!!!!!!!!! That's a total plus heh. And like must be outgoing, playful but not overboard, FUNNY (super imp to me), honest with me, don't make up stories just to cover up the truth to not hurt me and stuff like that. I like boys with cute hair LOL like those that are t super spiky which makes them look super "cool" but I'd prefer those with flatter hair but nice one la. If not nice, go shave pls. LOL. And hmm, the way he speaks must not b lik tis yeah. Mhmmmmm, HE MUST BE TALLER THAN ME OK. IM SUPER SHORT ALR :( I like same aged relationships LOL, is it just me? I think it's cute. :p

Hehe ok bye this was a random post, I'm bored.

Shagged.

Super shagged from band practices because of the early mornings. :( today's practice was like what, about 4-5hrs???

Bish. Get over it.

If.

At least I understand how this is going on. Hmmm bored @ home rn. No one asked me out :( sobs. Shall just rot and die.

I wanna watch 23:59. Sobs T_T anyone?

Watching txy...craves for laksa ;) ok bye!

Expectations.

I really HATE how mom comes home so late everyday. I'm jealous of families that go out on weekends and have dinner everyday together. It's a rare thing for my case. Not even cool. I don't understand why so many of y'all hate it when your parents come home. TREASURE IT. others don't even get that PRIVILEGE

I don't know how to phrase this but the feeling sucks because she's always late. No matter what situation, always late. .

Where have your emoticons gone to?

Seriously I am so pissed off rn I can't even describe jslsjssskajalajowjsjwjiwskoqbwoqbdwbxuwndbsksbksahajlqwnjdhswh!!!!!!

FREAK YOU.

Happy go lucky?

On this time, I feel really sad. I just don't express it. I have no one to talk to, it's fine. But no one really takes the effort to make me feel better. I mean, maybe it's because I don't show it and all but sigh idek either.

No one will care if I'm gone right?
Life still goes on. So be it.

Birthday. 1st nov.

2 days ago, it was my birthday. So what? no one really cares tbh.

Could see that mom was really quite reluctant about getting the cake. Well, cake, after 2/3 years, I finally got one. Wasn't that happy though, the mood wasn't good.

Headed down to the class chalet after buying the BBQ food and all w miss tan, Kellyn, sulin and Jiawen. We were super lost and even ended up in changi airport -_-;; after 1hr, we finally reached there. We were supposedly to meet at 1:30pm, but we reached at 4:00pm.

Went into the chalet, BBQ blablabla. Sleeping over was fun, with Denise Gavin edmond puichi Jacky and Jayne! :)

Woke up @ 7am the next day. Surprisingly. LOL. Then headed to ECP. Then went home at 3pm or so.

Didn't tell anyone how Sian I felt. Not gonna elaborate much on it but I really feel that no one cares much. I know birthday = nothing much but it is special to me.....idk nvm bye.

2G1'11 is lovely ♥

Hi, this will be a post dedicated to 2G1'11 and some other friends, probably.

To Sweeyong:

HIHIHIHIHIHIHI CRAZY WOMAN :D SHEN JING BING! HAHA. Thanks for being a good, nice, awesome, funny, crazy, SUPER RETARDED good friend for the past 2 years! It was great knowing you and seeing how enthu you are all the time! Regardless whether it's band or in class :) Chill sometimes and don't be so ji dong HAHA. Thanks for the awesome memories and laughters we have had together! I will miss you SO BADLY :( Please don't change school :"""( And if there's really no choice, have great and tons of fun in your new school and I hope your class will be awesome like ours! ;) It is a joy to have you in the class ♥

To Ashley:

HI HIPPOPOTOMONSQUEOAKSDNSOKFNSIFN however you spell it LOL I CAN'T RMB :P. Thanks for being funny all the time and entertaining me in class since last year! You're really cute and funny :D Thanks for the laughters and memories you have created for the last 2 years! You're awesome :D Just like meeeee!! HAHAHAHA. Thanks for EVERYTHING and loving the class so much! :) It is a joy to have you in the class ♥

To Yaoming:

Hi :) Thanks for being a quiet and nice guy in the class! Thanks for being my friend in p1 :D HAHAHA, even though we didn't talk after we changed classes in P2! Thanks for being cute and funny :D Thanks for everything you have done for the class! Work hard next year, don't give up! The world hasn't ended yet! Pay attention in class ok! 2G1'11 is always there for you :) Don't be sad! God will lead you! It is a joy to have you in the class ♥

To Roy:

ROYBOYSOYTOY!! Thanks for being a nice and awesome friend! Always laughing at my jokes :D Thanks for being my partner this year!!! Thanks for being a better friend than last year, it's good that you have changedddddddd :D Thanks for gossiping with me in class!! Super fun ^^ Thanks for every single thing you have done in my life~ Thanks for being funny :D It is a joy to have you in the class ♥

To Edmond:

HEY ;) Thanks for being ULTRASUPERMEGADAMNFREAKINGHELL cute!!!! HAHAHAHA you're seriously damn cute. Y U NO WANT TO ADMIT? Being cute is a GOOD THING! Thanks for being so funny by the way you type and when you can't hear what I'm saying LOL. Thanks for thanking me for the cards I gave to you, means a lot! :) Thanks for being a nice friend since p5 and thanks for the memories (: Thanks for attending the parties and all! It is a joy to have you in the class ♥

To Jonathan:

HEYYYYY!!!! XD Thanks for being the deputy chairman for 2G1'11! :D Thanks for being SUPER cute and funny! Your laughter is the best, after mine. HAHAHAHA jk. Thanks for being nice!! Thanks for the memories and times in p5/6! It was nice knowing you for the past 4 years and I hope we'll be closer friends!! It is a joy to have you in the class ♥

To Jannah:

SUP YO. Thanks for being nice! Thanks for being awesome! Thanks for being my friend and creating memories with me since P5! :) Thanks for the funny times and your pad poem HAHAHAHA. Thanks for hanging out :) Thanks for encouraging me and telling me it's ok when I'm down! Thanks for being awesome and always saying NEVER SAY NEVER :) It is a joy to have you in the class! ♥

To Weide:

HEY YO. Thanks for being the cute weide in our class! Thanks for cutting that bowl hair cut that is seriously damn cute :D Why you cut again? TT_TT I like that bowl cut leh!! Thanks for being a nice friend and a friend that never stops encouraging me! :) Thanks for being funny! Thanks for being awesome :) It is a joy to have you in the class! ♥

To Jiawen:

YO! Thanks for being a nice friend! Thanks for being caring & funny! Thanks for being so cute sometimes, or all the time? ;) Thanks for being a GREAT squash player and making FMSS proud! Thanks for coming to our school! Thanks for being a friend that is always there! Thanks for every single thinggggggg! It is a joy to have you in the class! ♥

To Kellyn:

YO AHSOH! Thanks for being a really really really caring & nice friend! Thanks for being there for me! Thanks for cheering me up! Thanks for the crazy times & laughters! Thanks for being my goooooooood friend! Thanks for being my friend since P1 because of your father's school bus n_n Thanks for attending events with me! Thanks for not thinking im a noob because I don't know the new news since I don't update myself! :p Thanks for everything!!! Sorry for the things I did to you last time :( It is a joy to have you in the class! ♥

To Pui Chi:

PEECEEEEE. HAHAHA Thanks for being my really good friend & always laughing, joking, gossiping with me! :) I LOVE YOU PEECEE HAHA. Thanks for being Tinghim's sister :D Thanks for encouraging me! Thanks for being SO SARCASTIC! Thanks for every single memory I have with you! Thanks for hanging out with me! Thanks for accepting who I am! Thanks for being a great friend! Thanks for EVERYTHING! It is a joy to have you in the class! ♥

To Ernest:

Thanks for being a cute boy!! You're really very cute ok. Even though you don't like being called cute but you're still cute! HAHA. Thanks for the laughters in class! Thanks for being nice and sharing your food all the time :) Thanks for being funny! Thanks for being my good friend & gossiping w me! :)))) Thanks for everything you have done! Thanks for being Ernest :D It is a joy to have you in the class! ♥

To Rino:

Hi NANNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNTSRINO :) Thanks for the laughters you have brought to my life! Thanks for the unconditional loveeeeeeeeeeee HAHAHAHAHA. Thanks for the awesome things you do for the class! Thanks for creating the 2G1 song! Thanks for the encouragements! Thanks for everything! I can't stop thanking you, it's never ending~ LOL. Thanks for being my good friend & sharing things w me! Thanks for the gossips and all :) It is a GREAT joy to have you in the class! ♥

To Gavin:

Hey yo, thanks for being a nice and funny friend! Even though you are always kajiaoing me. :( Ass. Thanks for the laughters, memories and every fun moment! Thanks for being an asshole, it's SO MEMORABLE LOL. Thanks for making me laugh, encouraging me, giving me nice comments :) Appreciated, really! Thanks for everything & even just the small little things you do for the class! :) ♥

To Akif:

Thanks for being an awesome buddy ever since P3! It is a joy to have you in the class, what would 1G'10 be without you as a chairman right? LOL. Thanks for being nice and all. Thanks for trying to be funny, even though you usually fail lmao. Thanks for being a nice friend, really! You have been encouraging and always laughing with me :) Thanks for everything! Really. It was a nice 6 years journey with you! ♥

To Jayne:

Jayne.... :'( We won't be in the same class next year. Why you so good in math :( Sigh. Anyway, it was a nice 2 years journey in class with you! Thanks for all the laughters, memories and every single gossip/h2h. It's really precious and I really appreciate it. As you have said, maybe sometimes I do get annoyed easily, sorry. It's just me la ;\ not you ok! Don't have to feel sorry about that~ And as for the M thing, it's fine ;) I'm glad you came to me for advice and all! Thanks for laughing with me and laughing at my jokes, means a lot. Thanks for every single thing ok! It was nice to have you in the class, I love you! ♥

To SuLin:
Hey chick!!! HAHA. Thanks for being an awesome friend since p5! The things we did together are super memorable! Thanks for the sweets and food you share w the class during lessons! Thanks for the fun times we spent together! Thanks for being so fierce lmao. :3 thanks for every single thing you've done for the class & me! :) it is a joy to have you in the class. ♥

To Jacky:
Hey! :) thanks for being funny in class! Even though some times it gets overboard and it becomes irritating but yeah still, thanks :p Thanks for being nice and sharing w me about your life ;) thanks for the encouragements! Look on the positive side of life ok! :) I'm always there!! :D Thanks for everything you've done! The past 2 years have been enjoyable :) It is a joy to have you in the class! ♥

I think that's about it? ;\ the rest of the people, sorry! Not that close to y'all :c still love you all ♥ :)

Thanks for the memories, 2G1!

Tuesday, October 25, 2011

Last week.

Today is the 2nd last day of 2G1'11 together. :c sigh. Gonna miss them sfm....

Sad. :( Seriously. 2G1 is a wonderful class, I have friends I knew since p1... Sigh love all of them so much they don't even know ♥♥♥

Writing cards to all of them & then gonna give them each a photocard of a pic we'll take on fri :'D

A week more!

Band today was really tiring. It's only 9pm now and I'm falling asleep lmao. Had dinner w/ pc & sy just now n_n.

Okay bye :3

Monday, October 24, 2011

Streaming.

What's with the prejudice against being in NA?

Sunday, October 23, 2011

Ooh yeah. Btw I fail both science & history lmfao what a joke.

History: 37/80 I think. I didn't count carefully. Failed anyway.
Science: 43/100 WTH. To even study the whole 2 books. Failed so badly. -_-

Life y u torturing me!!!

And watched paranormal activity just now. 1 & 2. Died of shocks ok LOL. it's damn scary. Ok should sleep now. Bye-bye. :)

False hopes

False hopes. What are you doing to me, seriously. Sick & tired.

Give me HIGH hopes, then you give me shit.

Goodnight. I've had enough.

Thursday, October 20, 2011

Results.

Results are finally out! They are well, you can say good/bad. For me, I think it's alright b/c I expected something worse. Got back most of the results today except for Science & History! Shall share them now :)

English: 40/60 (Paper 1)

34/70 (Paper 2)

Total: 74/130 (PASS)

Geography: 33.5/80 (FAIL)

Literature: 35/75 (FAIL)

DnT: 51/90 (PASS)

Math: 29.5/60 (Paper 1)
33/50 (Paper 2)
Total: 56.8% (PASS)

Chinese: 15/20 E-mail Complaint Letter (Part 1/Paper 1)
29/40 Argumentative Essay (Part 2/Paper 1)
46/60 (Paper 2)
14/20 (Listening Comprehension)
Total: 44+46+14 = 104/140 (PASS)

Yup, so that's all I got today. Was quite pleased with my DnT & English Paper 1 marks! I didn't expect that high tbh. But if I got lower, I would be disappointed so LOL.

Went to Dawson w Denise, Jayne, Krislyn, PC and SY just now :) Super fun! Sour plumes killed us lmaooooo, it was so salty + sour and sweet???? idek LOL. Laughed like mad cause of the spasms we get when we eat sour plumes LOLOLOLOL.

ok that's all :3

BYE!

Friday, October 14, 2011

EXAMS ARE OVERRRRRRRRRRRR!! :3

HAY. AT VIVO RN. ;)
At ljs and stalked G&R just now :))) SO FUN WAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHA. super tired likka retard.
DNT WAS DAMN IRRITATING. DIDNT HAVE ENOUGH TIME LA WTP. :(

Ok bye hehe

Thursday, October 13, 2011

Life is a twirl. Love is a twirl. Studies are a twirl.

So many judgemental people around, I don't even feel comfortable going anywhere tbh. It's so....weird and all.

I don't know if I should say some things out, it would probably only ruin our friendship :c I don't know how I should feel either. Can't forget what you said last time. Ugh. Frustrated at this kind of situations. What a dilemma.

EOY

EOYs are almost over. The last paper will be tomorrow, D&T and listening comprehension. :) so happy but sad at the same time because CCAs are going to resume :(....fmlseriouslyfml man.

Anyways,
Eng & Lit was last fri, it was not easy..
Maths paper 1 & Chinese paper 1 was on monday and it was quite easy? :p well at least I knew how to do most of the math questions!
Geog & Eng paper 2 was on tues. Geog was quite easy..English....not so easy. WHAT THE HECK IS IBM @____@
Yesterday was Chinese paper 2 & science!
It was ok...but science wasn't that easy........
today was history and math paper 2!! The most stressful day :( but well, it was fine. History...I think I'll flunk it and paper 2 was like ohmymama idk how to do and I forgot to bring my compass :< but thanks to mamachan I am alive :)

Anyway, went to bugis with JOHNTOMDICKHARRY just now :D go figure out who the 4 of them are yourselves LOLOL. Had pepper lunch & vanilla cone, yay! :p

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what to do!!

ok bye bye, no one reads this anyway :3

Wednesday, September 28, 2011

27/09/11

Has been good so far. Only a few reasons that really pissed me off.

Haven't passed letters out yet, because I haven't hugged yet. lmao but how?

Monday, September 26, 2011

Life

Have been thinking about the same old thing yesterday. Felt like crying, but I thought it was over and so I didn't. How much it hurt me lol. Unexplainable. All I know is, now our friendship is stronger and I need to get out of this small hole.

Was out on a study date with PC & Jayne yesterday :)

Productive! Chinatown > great world city. Till 8+ then sent them back home!

Today, 26/9/11:
Went to anchorpoint for lunch and wanted to study. But realised I forgot to bring my textbook and notebook home 8| which means I have nothing to revise on, another slack day. Then otw back on the bus, had a h2h talk w Jayne! :) ♡

Dares ☆

Bye :)
EOYs in 10 days or so, gotta buck up.

Monday, July 11, 2011

Do people even understand the meaning of "best friends" anymore? lol.

I've been looking at twitter and I think it really doesn't make sense some times. You would rather get a best friend online than find one irl? I mean it's not like it's bad or what but it's probably more lasting irl. just my thought. though. no offense to anyone.

Best friends means more than the person being able to make you happy.

Best friends means more than you just loving the person for making you their best friend.

Best friends are people who are actually to me, the people who are there for you when you're down, happy, angry, confused and when you need someone for advice, they are there to give you. They may not give you the best advice, but they give you the best advice they could give you. You get the difference? lol. And... these are people you've been through tough and happy times with. They will be the ones comforting you, hoping that you're fine. They are the ones who know you're not alright when you say you are. There are still many more characteristics, I just can't think of them rn.... It really doesn't matter having just 1 best friend. It's enough. 

Some people have to understand that having more than 1 best friend might not be a good thing...well, depends on your character though lol. I don't really make sense here. Just a random rant. :)

And...my best friends? I love them sfm. You don't even know how much I love them. I don't just speak without any actions ok.

Y'all that don't understand me just gtfo. 

They are everything in my life, as well as my family. 

I feel so unappreciated sometimes, though... It's like, I'm treated like I'm some kind of dirt or something? Hello, I'm a human jsyk. It sometimes really, seriously, doesn't pay to be nice. It's not like I'm asking for you guys to give me what I gave you. I'm not like that. I'm just asking for a bit more of care? Is it that hard? If it is, okay fine. I'm dealing with it.

And if you guys can't live with my behavior/attitude/character/personality, deal with the fucking it. I'm me, you can't change it. :)

I hate it when people get pissed at me when it's they themselves being sensitive? lol mad world.

Yeap, I sure have close friends that just leaves me after they find someone better. Funny thing is, they have the same sucky attitude. :) So...they should match better? Aha. 

"If you ever find yourself stuck in the middle of the sea, I'll sail the world, to find you. If you ever find yourself lost in the dark and you can't see, I'll be the light to guide you."

Sunday, May 15, 2011

Screw everything happening now.

Why am I the one always at fault? If you don't understand how I feel, and you don't wanna know, just get out. 

Sunday, March 27, 2011

It was Friday the day before, so I sang "FRIDAY, FRIDAY, GOTTA GET DOWN ON FRIDAY" on and on to everyone. LOL. 

Friday, 25/3/2011

It was the block party day! Went for band after school and immediately left when it was 4:30pm for the block party thing :3 Went up to class to look for Clarissa, Kellyn and Jannah first hehe. Then soon we had dinner (nasi lemak) then headed to block 3 or 4 for the party LOL can't rmb.

Then after the block party, headed to Macs @ Queensway for supper. Went with Sulin, Krislyn, Jannah, Denise, Jiahong, Gavin and Ethan! Then after that, we accompanied Gavin to the bus-stop which he could take his bus from. it was so damn hot over there and the buses were really slow. Went to Denise's house to sleepover after that. Had much fun. Watched black swan before we sleep. I was already sleeping when the show was gonna end LOL. 

Saturday, 26/3/2011

I woke up a few times when Denise's phone rang. Woke up at 10am or so. Puichi and Jayne came to Denise's house to meet us. Then followed by Clarissa. I hate Denise's dog. Then we slacked at her house for 1 hour before we went to change. Was so lazy to bathe. Then we headed out for prata opposite her house. Had one egg, one kosong and one plate of mee goreng shared between all of us~ It was yummmmy! I was having a bad bad bad stomachache then :( Had to find a toilet urgently but in the end I went to the school's toilet.......................................... Felt horrible ok. :(

Then headed up to class hearing all my classmates making such a nuisance LOL. We then played hide & seek and some random lame games. Went to the foyer when it was about time we needed to gather. Played kill, marry, shag. ETHAN DOESN'T WANT TO RETURN ME MY MONEY T_T 

Went up the school bus, camwhored in the bus with Denise! Rino, Jiawen, Ernest and Jiahong too :)) It was fun in the bus HAHA. That kinda rhymes :3 Then we reach ITE, College East @ Simei soon. I'm quite sure it's college east LOL. 

Went inside the auditorium for the play, overall, the play sucks. :/ It's so boring......... I don't even know what the actors were saying. I only knew that some of the lines were like Romeo + Juliet. There was a part where the guy shot the main guy, I literally jumped out of my chair -_- Had a GREAT shock. The play was called "Westside story" btw. 

After the play, the school bus sent us back to school then we headed to vivo for dinner. Walked around vivo to look for food that suited us. Thought of sushi tei but the queue was tooooo long. Walked for.... 20mins?.... or even more before we even found a place we decided to eat at. Went to Food Republic, it was so packed too. Dinner time, well, what to do. 

Looked for seats for quite some time. Bought chicken rice and had popiah. Gavin and Jiahong ordered the extra spicy bar chor mee LMAO. They eat the noodles until their mouths were red HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA we tried their noodles too, it's so damn spicy!!!!! The soup too -__- They spammed the pepper. Gj. 

Went back to mom's place at about 8:40pm then went home! :)

Had lots of fun this week :3 Heheheehhe.

Bye!! :D

Saturday, March 19, 2011

Happiness is overrated.

Hey guys, this will be my permenant public blog. Decided to continue with blogging since I'm so lifeless and bored everyday. 

January: Has been fun, interesting, filled with different things happening everyday. Was looking forward to meeting my juniors in band and Chinese New Year! School started, was filled with work etcetc. Met new friends from our other half of our class. :)

February: Chinese New Year, relatives coming over etc. Fun and I LOVE COLLECTING MONEY! HAHA. Homework starting to pile up and tests, tests, tests and more TESTS. Didn't really study for any of the tests and was quite happy with my marks :)

March: CA1's over. Marks weren't quite my expectations but it was better than what I thought it would be. Thank God. 

16/03/2011:

Had a slight fever. Or rather, flu. Couldn't stop sneezing and coughing. Felt horrible, thought I was gonna fall really sick. >___> 

17/03/2011:

It was a day before bff (Katelyn)'s birthday! Wennie, yh and me met @ Jurong Point to get gifts and a cake for her. Took a long time to choose my present for her. Went over to her house after that. Stayed at her house for 15 minutes or so before we went to the MRT station to go to Kallang Leisure Park for ice skating! :) Took a bus to Lakeside MRT. Took the train to Paya Lebar to change to circle line MRT. Circle line MRT is cool and elegant! I mean it really IS nice and it looks like the airport XD Took the train to Stadium then. After that, we went into the mall and went up to the ice skating rink. The rink looked really small from the outside and there were people watching the people skate. I kinda refused at first cause it would be so embarrassing if I fell since I don't know how to skate ~__~ Not even on rollerblades. 

Before reaching the ice rink, while we were going up the escalator, I saw a bowling alley and decided to go there after ice skating! Since the ice skating looked scary, we went down to the bowling alley and there were 15 people on the list before us. So we didn't write down our names. We then went up to buy tickets for the ice skating then. Wennie was refusing so badly LOL. Had fun in the ice rink though I was afraid to move around. I kept sticking to the side holding on to the walls LOL. After ice skating, we went to have subway! Chicken teriyaki *__* Hehehehe. Then walked around.. Played hide and seek in the mall rofl. Then went up to the bowling alley to write my name then walked around again. Then went to the bowling alley to check if it was my turn since they were suppose to call my phone but it couldn't go through. So it was our turn to bowl! :D Yay! My score was so low :( I was the last sobs. It's okay though, had real fun that day. Gossiped a little bit @ BK while waiting for our parents to come. My mom took 1 hour to come wow. Leaving me there to wait for 1 hour. :'( That's how my day ended :3 

18/03/2011:

Band day camp! Went to Clementi to have breakfast before going to school! WANTON MEE. :))))))))) Yup, so went to school, was having a stomach ache :( Even so, it was already 8:02am so I didn't really have time to go to the toilet. Walked to the band room, had practice with the junior band @ the Auditorium! I love the school's auditorium :B Had sectionals after going through B-flat major and stuff. Slacked throughout lol. Then went back inside the auditorium @ 10:20am around there. Then 10:45am, those people that doesn't have grade 3 theory had to go off for theory lesson. Then the conductor went off since not all of them were present. We played in the Auditorium. HAHAHA. Marcopolo, concentration (constipation) rofl and hide and seek XD. It was so fun. Lost my voice for a bit then >__> Then @ 12pm, we went for sectional lunch at fusionpolis' 18 chefs. Had cheese baked rice with chicken sausage and prawns. My junior was so noisy over there and I kept asking him to shut up LOL. Went back to school being late for about 3 minutes. Started with games. First up was whacko! I was the whacker once, wasn't as embarrassing as I expected. Thanks a lot Brian >:( Then the next game was guess the person's name behind the cloth after they let down the cloth. HAHA, kind fun! Then next was AMAZING RACE. My group consisted of Alicia, Samantha, Saki, Shaun, Tianhui and Gabrielle. We took a super long time to find the word that was unscrambled. Turned out it was LONGMAN. Then ran around like crazy for all the random stations. Some stations were gross and some were tiring. One was painful. The one which you had to tie your ankles with a rope connecting it to another member's ankle. So painful and tiring!!!! Amazing race went on for about 3 hours and we were the 8th/10 groups to reach there. 

I was filled with flour at the last station. My whole face was white and my whole fringe was white too LOL. Washed my face and changed my clothings. Then we had dinner, the food was AWESOME! Those buffet kind that always tastes weird, cold and gross but the food Mr Quek ordered was super tasty. You would want more HAHA. After dinner, we went back to the basketball court to gather and had a night trail. It was so......................... I don't know what to say about it lol. Then after everything, took a band group photo then we were dismissed after prize giving! :) 

Went to the bus-stop to wait for my mom to fetch me with Hweehiang but mom didn't come. Ah hua uncle came to fetch me at 10pm+....  I waited for an hour............. for my mom but she didn't come. LKDSNFIOWNFLKSNFOIWLFNSGIOLFNSKGIOSKLGN. Was so tired. My legs are aching now. :( I still have holiday assignments to complete...

Bye for now people :) 

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