So live life to its fullest.
I've heard this a million times, I do think about life when I hear this. But as much as I try to live my life to its fullest, I can't seem to get anything done. I don't want my life to be all about studying at this age. But this is a sad fact in Singapore that every teenager is going through. How sad and wasted. Wasting your whole youth on books and theories when you're supposed to be out enjoying yourselves, loving and being loved. Life in Singapore is such a bore, because:
don't study = no good results = no cert = no job = no money = no food = get looked down on = die
See? This is actually the reason why we are studying. Pathetic isn't it? Why can't life over here be more than just earning money for a living? Do we live for the sake of living only? Apparently, yes. And when I think of why I'm studying over here and feeling inferior b/c my friends are all mugging, life is pointless. :-( When I look at all the stars, idols, actors and singers, I wonder what I am doing with my life. Others are being successful and achieving what they love, I am here lying on my bed using my phone. Facing the phone 24/7 waiting for someone to talk to me and apparently it's always an empty wait.
Living life to the fullest means doing what you want to and live with no regrets. Fun, I wanna have fun and be happy. It isn't really hard at all, but so many things are restricting me to do so. So many things have happened this year that I hate facing reality. Reality is painful. The truth hurts. We are all afraid of failing, thus everyone's working hard. I don't know if it's just me feeling this way but I get really annoyed when my friends only know how to study. Study study study, aren't you sick of it. They reject me because of studying. Is it really that important? Have you guys ever wondered why the hell a piece paper we're working towards is so important? It's kinda stupid ain't it, we're studying to achieve a piece of paper. Genius.
I wanna have so much fun in life that I can forget all the pain I'm going through. All the sadness I have that is buried in my heart like a scar that'll never fade. I find my life so sad and pointless everyday. The same old routine every single day.
Wake up at 6am > school > go home > slack > sleep. And the cycle repeats. WHERE'S THE FUN. Sian. SIAN. SIANNNNNNNNNNN. TSK SIANNNNNNN.
For now, everyone's studying for the EOY exams and I'm still being lazy. Seriously I hate myself for being lazy. But it's because studying is so boring. I salute those that can face their books for hours. Lol. No life tbh. Let's hope for a better tomorrow.
Bye bye xoxo
All the best for your examinations everyone :-)
Friday, September 28, 2012
Friday, September 21, 2012
Reality strikes me.
I realised how people are so insensitive today. There are so many things for me to list out and say but I don't think I should. Honestly I'm not angry, but I'm just curious why you had to scream at me lol. I forgot what I wanted to say for a moment so I held on to my words, is that wrong? And it was only like a few seconds, calm down........
Speaking of that, people, if you know me, please know I only get angry at the right reasons and I'm definitely not the petty sort if you do know me personally. I try to treat everyone with respect but some people just has to test my patience and make me flare up. I don't understand why certain people just love being annoying and get that satisfactory when others get pissed off. Childish. Lifeless. I'm sure you have better things to do.
People who challenges each other are stupid, stop. Just stop. It's not cool, not brave and definitely not smart. Oh yes, back to the respect part. Teachers. Some teachers really deserve a kick in their asses. They expect us to respect them when they treat us like shit. Throwing work to us, if not, ask us to copy essays. 7 pages of copying DOESN'T help. Screw you. Seriously. And it's a waste of paper and pen ink I'd say. Pfft. Your way of teaching only works with yourself, I believe hahaha. If your attitude is like this because we are a NA class, we actually welcome you to quit teaching our class anytime. ;-) The reason why we don't give you enough respect is because your attitude towards us is horrible, you get offended at everyone single minor thing, you insult your own students. Wow wow wow, I'm so sure that's what the teachers are supposed to do huh? Hmm, I shall not continue further as this can ruin my mood entirely.
People who speak with no sense of consideration at all, please learn to think before you speak. Just saying a simple word like "stupid" can hurt someone so much because you don't know what they're going through inside and they might be feeling down cos they did badly for their tests. And you give them a STUPID, wow you don't know what they might do. So. Moral of the post, THINK BEFORE YOU SPEAK.
Speaking of that, people, if you know me, please know I only get angry at the right reasons and I'm definitely not the petty sort if you do know me personally. I try to treat everyone with respect but some people just has to test my patience and make me flare up. I don't understand why certain people just love being annoying and get that satisfactory when others get pissed off. Childish. Lifeless. I'm sure you have better things to do.
People who challenges each other are stupid, stop. Just stop. It's not cool, not brave and definitely not smart. Oh yes, back to the respect part. Teachers. Some teachers really deserve a kick in their asses. They expect us to respect them when they treat us like shit. Throwing work to us, if not, ask us to copy essays. 7 pages of copying DOESN'T help. Screw you. Seriously. And it's a waste of paper and pen ink I'd say. Pfft. Your way of teaching only works with yourself, I believe hahaha. If your attitude is like this because we are a NA class, we actually welcome you to quit teaching our class anytime. ;-) The reason why we don't give you enough respect is because your attitude towards us is horrible, you get offended at everyone single minor thing, you insult your own students. Wow wow wow, I'm so sure that's what the teachers are supposed to do huh? Hmm, I shall not continue further as this can ruin my mood entirely.
People who speak with no sense of consideration at all, please learn to think before you speak. Just saying a simple word like "stupid" can hurt someone so much because you don't know what they're going through inside and they might be feeling down cos they did badly for their tests. And you give them a STUPID, wow you don't know what they might do. So. Moral of the post, THINK BEFORE YOU SPEAK.
Thursday, September 20, 2012
It's all about the effort.
In studies, friendship, and everything you do requires your own effort.
I don't know how people can complain that they aren't doing well in their studies and get angry because of their bad results when they are not even putting in the effort to even just stay awake in class. Lol. It's kinda annoying. You don't pay attention, your loss. Don't even blame the teacher. Speaking about that, I wanna say that if you don't have the patience to wait for people to be done with their work before answering your question, that's just ridiculous cause it's their choice whether they wanna answer you or not and just give them time to finish their things before they reply you in case they forget what they were writing. That's a pain in the ass. Secondly, just stop getting frustrated when you people don't know how to solve math questions/do your work. ASK, ASK THE TEACHER OR YOUR FRIEND. Damn it, there's no need to throw a tantrum. It's not our fault that you don't know how to do your work. Thirdly, don't blame the teacher for being bias against you if you're the type that doesn't do your work or just disrupts the class all the time. Teachers are humans too and they too cannot tolerate bad attitude just like us. If you don't give someone their respect that they deserve, don't expect to get any respect from them either. Lastly, I seriously CANNOT stand people who says "SEE I TOLD YOU!!!!!!!!" or "NO?!?!?" like omg CHILL. I'm just asking/saying can you just chill lol. And it's not like I offended them, they just get so agitated and gives this kinda angry replies. Then if I give you this kind of tone next time, don't get annoyed at all because that's what you gave me. And honestly speaking, just DON'T talk to me if you're the sort that gets offended at every single shit I say though I didn't even say anything offensive. And to those people who gets annoyed when people think that you're angry and you're not, think of why they even thought so. Your face either shows it all or your reply towards them sounds very annoyed. Then work on it la, if not people say that you're angry then you get pissed off after that. LOL.
Friendships,
I'm constantly the one trying to not drift apart from my friends but it's just so tiring and difficult because they give me the bochup attitude. What do you expect me to do?! I treasure every single friend so much and I just get so disappointed whenever I know they backstabbed me. It's tiring and difficult to not want to give up after trying so hard and no respond is given to even show that they give a shit at all. I'm so sick and tired of keeping up friendships but I don't wanna lose anyone. Ironic. Haha. Now that I attend church, I've learnt so many precious lessons on life. I realised how hurtful it is when you insult someone, how you should forgive and forget because God too, forgave our sins. If he can do that, we can too. And if no one shows their effort, how would I know that you care?
And are our lives just all about, work, study, money and play? I think there's more to life than just that. It's getting really boring and sickening.
Shall end here today with a verse. :-)
“Do not be anxious about anything, but in everything, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God.” — Philippians 4:6
I don't know how people can complain that they aren't doing well in their studies and get angry because of their bad results when they are not even putting in the effort to even just stay awake in class. Lol. It's kinda annoying. You don't pay attention, your loss. Don't even blame the teacher. Speaking about that, I wanna say that if you don't have the patience to wait for people to be done with their work before answering your question, that's just ridiculous cause it's their choice whether they wanna answer you or not and just give them time to finish their things before they reply you in case they forget what they were writing. That's a pain in the ass. Secondly, just stop getting frustrated when you people don't know how to solve math questions/do your work. ASK, ASK THE TEACHER OR YOUR FRIEND. Damn it, there's no need to throw a tantrum. It's not our fault that you don't know how to do your work. Thirdly, don't blame the teacher for being bias against you if you're the type that doesn't do your work or just disrupts the class all the time. Teachers are humans too and they too cannot tolerate bad attitude just like us. If you don't give someone their respect that they deserve, don't expect to get any respect from them either. Lastly, I seriously CANNOT stand people who says "SEE I TOLD YOU!!!!!!!!" or "NO?!?!?" like omg CHILL. I'm just asking/saying can you just chill lol. And it's not like I offended them, they just get so agitated and gives this kinda angry replies. Then if I give you this kind of tone next time, don't get annoyed at all because that's what you gave me. And honestly speaking, just DON'T talk to me if you're the sort that gets offended at every single shit I say though I didn't even say anything offensive. And to those people who gets annoyed when people think that you're angry and you're not, think of why they even thought so. Your face either shows it all or your reply towards them sounds very annoyed. Then work on it la, if not people say that you're angry then you get pissed off after that. LOL.
Friendships,
I'm constantly the one trying to not drift apart from my friends but it's just so tiring and difficult because they give me the bochup attitude. What do you expect me to do?! I treasure every single friend so much and I just get so disappointed whenever I know they backstabbed me. It's tiring and difficult to not want to give up after trying so hard and no respond is given to even show that they give a shit at all. I'm so sick and tired of keeping up friendships but I don't wanna lose anyone. Ironic. Haha. Now that I attend church, I've learnt so many precious lessons on life. I realised how hurtful it is when you insult someone, how you should forgive and forget because God too, forgave our sins. If he can do that, we can too. And if no one shows their effort, how would I know that you care?
And are our lives just all about, work, study, money and play? I think there's more to life than just that. It's getting really boring and sickening.
Shall end here today with a verse. :-)
“Do not be anxious about anything, but in everything, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God.” — Philippians 4:6
Wednesday, September 19, 2012
Trust
I don't know if I'm right, but if I am, this has shown me what a good friend you are huh? So good that you'd say such things about me to people. Ha ha ha. Even if it isn't someone I assumed, to whichever person that "good friend/one of my closest friend", I'm utterly disappointed at such words that would still be used even in such days. How long have we've been friends to reach the good friends stage? Lol idek, I've totally lost trust in most of my friends. Idk who really bothers or cares anymore. And what's more, idk who's my F R I E N D anymore. And what?! What kind of reason is this to get angry at me? I thought you'd understand what i really mean. Lol at myself for being dumb. Why would I even be jealous sia, it's not like there isn't my face inside the video. I don't really care if my face appears anyway, this class is just a chaos.
God please show me who my true friends are through some obstacles, please. I'm sick and tired of knowing there are so many backstabber around me and I am the only person that's still thinking we're still good friends. In Jesus's name I pray, Amen.
Exams are in 15 days, I should be studying and not getting annoyed and affected by these minor issues. Procrastination is getting me nowhere.
God please show me who my true friends are through some obstacles, please. I'm sick and tired of knowing there are so many backstabber around me and I am the only person that's still thinking we're still good friends. In Jesus's name I pray, Amen.
Exams are in 15 days, I should be studying and not getting annoyed and affected by these minor issues. Procrastination is getting me nowhere.
Wednesday, September 5, 2012
Bake till I die
Hello!
So, I baked cupcakes yesterday :-)
Nothing much, hols are pretty boring so,
hehehe pictures of the process:
So, I baked cupcakes yesterday :-)
Nothing much, hols are pretty boring so,
hehehe pictures of the process:
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