Do people even understand the meaning of "best friends" anymore? lol.

I've been looking at twitter and I think it really doesn't make sense some times. You would rather get a best friend online than find one irl? I mean it's not like it's bad or what but it's probably more lasting irl. just my thought. though. no offense to anyone.

Best friends means more than the person being able to make you happy.

Best friends means more than you just loving the person for making you their best friend.

Best friends are people who are actually to me, the people who are there for you when you're down, happy, angry, confused and when you need someone for advice, they are there to give you. They may not give you the best advice, but they give you the best advice they could give you. You get the difference? lol. And... these are people you've been through tough and happy times with. They will be the ones comforting you, hoping that you're fine. They are the ones who know you're not alright when you say you are. There are still many more characteristics, I just can't think of them rn.... It really doesn't matter having just 1 best friend. It's enough. 

Some people have to understand that having more than 1 best friend might not be a good thing...well, depends on your character though lol. I don't really make sense here. Just a random rant. :)

And...my best friends? I love them sfm. You don't even know how much I love them. I don't just speak without any actions ok.

Y'all that don't understand me just gtfo. 

They are everything in my life, as well as my family. 

I feel so unappreciated sometimes, though... It's like, I'm treated like I'm some kind of dirt or something? Hello, I'm a human jsyk. It sometimes really, seriously, doesn't pay to be nice. It's not like I'm asking for you guys to give me what I gave you. I'm not like that. I'm just asking for a bit more of care? Is it that hard? If it is, okay fine. I'm dealing with it.

And if you guys can't live with my behavior/attitude/character/personality, deal with the fucking it. I'm me, you can't change it. :)

I hate it when people get pissed at me when it's they themselves being sensitive? lol mad world.

Yeap, I sure have close friends that just leaves me after they find someone better. Funny thing is, they have the same sucky attitude. :) So...they should match better? Aha. 

"If you ever find yourself stuck in the middle of the sea, I'll sail the world, to find you. If you ever find yourself lost in the dark and you can't see, I'll be the light to guide you."

Screw everything happening now.

Why am I the one always at fault? If you don't understand how I feel, and you don't wanna know, just get out. 

It was Friday the day before, so I sang "FRIDAY, FRIDAY, GOTTA GET DOWN ON FRIDAY" on and on to everyone. LOL. 

Friday, 25/3/2011

It was the block party day! Went for band after school and immediately left when it was 4:30pm for the block party thing :3 Went up to class to look for Clarissa, Kellyn and Jannah first hehe. Then soon we had dinner (nasi lemak) then headed to block 3 or 4 for the party LOL can't rmb.

Then after the block party, headed to Macs @ Queensway for supper. Went with Sulin, Krislyn, Jannah, Denise, Jiahong, Gavin and Ethan! Then after that, we accompanied Gavin to the bus-stop which he could take his bus from. it was so damn hot over there and the buses were really slow. Went to Denise's house to sleepover after that. Had much fun. Watched black swan before we sleep. I was already sleeping when the show was gonna end LOL. 

Saturday, 26/3/2011

I woke up a few times when Denise's phone rang. Woke up at 10am or so. Puichi and Jayne came to Denise's house to meet us. Then followed by Clarissa. I hate Denise's dog. Then we slacked at her house for 1 hour before we went to change. Was so lazy to bathe. Then we headed out for prata opposite her house. Had one egg, one kosong and one plate of mee goreng shared between all of us~ It was yummmmy! I was having a bad bad bad stomachache then :( Had to find a toilet urgently but in the end I went to the school's toilet.......................................... Felt horrible ok. :(

Then headed up to class hearing all my classmates making such a nuisance LOL. We then played hide & seek and some random lame games. Went to the foyer when it was about time we needed to gather. Played kill, marry, shag. ETHAN DOESN'T WANT TO RETURN ME MY MONEY T_T 

Went up the school bus, camwhored in the bus with Denise! Rino, Jiawen, Ernest and Jiahong too :)) It was fun in the bus HAHA. That kinda rhymes :3 Then we reach ITE, College East @ Simei soon. I'm quite sure it's college east LOL. 

Went inside the auditorium for the play, overall, the play sucks. :/ It's so boring......... I don't even know what the actors were saying. I only knew that some of the lines were like Romeo + Juliet. There was a part where the guy shot the main guy, I literally jumped out of my chair -_- Had a GREAT shock. The play was called "Westside story" btw. 

After the play, the school bus sent us back to school then we headed to vivo for dinner. Walked around vivo to look for food that suited us. Thought of sushi tei but the queue was tooooo long. Walked for.... 20mins?.... or even more before we even found a place we decided to eat at. Went to Food Republic, it was so packed too. Dinner time, well, what to do. 

Looked for seats for quite some time. Bought chicken rice and had popiah. Gavin and Jiahong ordered the extra spicy bar chor mee LMAO. They eat the noodles until their mouths were red HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA we tried their noodles too, it's so damn spicy!!!!! The soup too -__- They spammed the pepper. Gj. 

Went back to mom's place at about 8:40pm then went home! :)

Had lots of fun this week :3 Heheheehhe.

Bye!! :D

Happiness is overrated.

Hey guys, this will be my permenant public blog. Decided to continue with blogging since I'm so lifeless and bored everyday. 

January: Has been fun, interesting, filled with different things happening everyday. Was looking forward to meeting my juniors in band and Chinese New Year! School started, was filled with work etcetc. Met new friends from our other half of our class. :)

February: Chinese New Year, relatives coming over etc. Fun and I LOVE COLLECTING MONEY! HAHA. Homework starting to pile up and tests, tests, tests and more TESTS. Didn't really study for any of the tests and was quite happy with my marks :)

March: CA1's over. Marks weren't quite my expectations but it was better than what I thought it would be. Thank God. 

16/03/2011:

Had a slight fever. Or rather, flu. Couldn't stop sneezing and coughing. Felt horrible, thought I was gonna fall really sick. >___> 

17/03/2011:

It was a day before bff (Katelyn)'s birthday! Wennie, yh and me met @ Jurong Point to get gifts and a cake for her. Took a long time to choose my present for her. Went over to her house after that. Stayed at her house for 15 minutes or so before we went to the MRT station to go to Kallang Leisure Park for ice skating! :) Took a bus to Lakeside MRT. Took the train to Paya Lebar to change to circle line MRT. Circle line MRT is cool and elegant! I mean it really IS nice and it looks like the airport XD Took the train to Stadium then. After that, we went into the mall and went up to the ice skating rink. The rink looked really small from the outside and there were people watching the people skate. I kinda refused at first cause it would be so embarrassing if I fell since I don't know how to skate ~__~ Not even on rollerblades. 

Before reaching the ice rink, while we were going up the escalator, I saw a bowling alley and decided to go there after ice skating! Since the ice skating looked scary, we went down to the bowling alley and there were 15 people on the list before us. So we didn't write down our names. We then went up to buy tickets for the ice skating then. Wennie was refusing so badly LOL. Had fun in the ice rink though I was afraid to move around. I kept sticking to the side holding on to the walls LOL. After ice skating, we went to have subway! Chicken teriyaki *__* Hehehehe. Then walked around.. Played hide and seek in the mall rofl. Then went up to the bowling alley to write my name then walked around again. Then went to the bowling alley to check if it was my turn since they were suppose to call my phone but it couldn't go through. So it was our turn to bowl! :D Yay! My score was so low :( I was the last sobs. It's okay though, had real fun that day. Gossiped a little bit @ BK while waiting for our parents to come. My mom took 1 hour to come wow. Leaving me there to wait for 1 hour. :'( That's how my day ended :3 

18/03/2011:

Band day camp! Went to Clementi to have breakfast before going to school! WANTON MEE. :))))))))) Yup, so went to school, was having a stomach ache :( Even so, it was already 8:02am so I didn't really have time to go to the toilet. Walked to the band room, had practice with the junior band @ the Auditorium! I love the school's auditorium :B Had sectionals after going through B-flat major and stuff. Slacked throughout lol. Then went back inside the auditorium @ 10:20am around there. Then 10:45am, those people that doesn't have grade 3 theory had to go off for theory lesson. Then the conductor went off since not all of them were present. We played in the Auditorium. HAHAHA. Marcopolo, concentration (constipation) rofl and hide and seek XD. It was so fun. Lost my voice for a bit then >__> Then @ 12pm, we went for sectional lunch at fusionpolis' 18 chefs. Had cheese baked rice with chicken sausage and prawns. My junior was so noisy over there and I kept asking him to shut up LOL. Went back to school being late for about 3 minutes. Started with games. First up was whacko! I was the whacker once, wasn't as embarrassing as I expected. Thanks a lot Brian >:( Then the next game was guess the person's name behind the cloth after they let down the cloth. HAHA, kind fun! Then next was AMAZING RACE. My group consisted of Alicia, Samantha, Saki, Shaun, Tianhui and Gabrielle. We took a super long time to find the word that was unscrambled. Turned out it was LONGMAN. Then ran around like crazy for all the random stations. Some stations were gross and some were tiring. One was painful. The one which you had to tie your ankles with a rope connecting it to another member's ankle. So painful and tiring!!!! Amazing race went on for about 3 hours and we were the 8th/10 groups to reach there. 

I was filled with flour at the last station. My whole face was white and my whole fringe was white too LOL. Washed my face and changed my clothings. Then we had dinner, the food was AWESOME! Those buffet kind that always tastes weird, cold and gross but the food Mr Quek ordered was super tasty. You would want more HAHA. After dinner, we went back to the basketball court to gather and had a night trail. It was so......................... I don't know what to say about it lol. Then after everything, took a band group photo then we were dismissed after prize giving! :) 

Went to the bus-stop to wait for my mom to fetch me with Hweehiang but mom didn't come. Ah hua uncle came to fetch me at 10pm+....  I waited for an hour............. for my mom but she didn't come. LKDSNFIOWNFLKSNFOIWLFNSGIOLFNSKGIOSKLGN. Was so tired. My legs are aching now. :( I still have holiday assignments to complete...

Bye for now people :) 

I thank God for 2010 cause 2010 has been a tough yet meaningful year.